Hello people.
I know i haven't posting in a while and i apologize for that.
I've been busy, like really busy.
Okay so a few things happened these few days/weeks and yeah.
Maybe through the stuffs below, you guys will understand.

Dear Wongwong,
Sorry for what happened between us and all.
It's been almost a week since you started not talking and it hurts.
Hopefully after our talk tomorrow everything will go back to normal.
At least i know this friendship can still be mended.
Unless one other friendship.

Okay i really don't know what happened between me and her.
But it's like we suddenly stopped talking but i guess it was coming so it wasn't as painful.
But that doesn't mean it don't hurt as much.
Everytime i see you around, i feel my heart clench up then yeah.
Telling the story to Mills made me remember what we had before.
The bestest friend i've ever had.
But maybe i'm moving on.
Found a better friend but you still live on in my heart, my dear friend.
If i had someone i'd want to become friends again with and start all over, that'd be you.

To those ruthless people out there.
You make me sick, end of story.
You're making a poor girl go into depression cause of your ruthlessness.
I have nothing to do with it but i'm dragged into it?
But the problem doesn't lie here.
I mean what problem is it of yours about others life?
Is it cause you can't stand watching people be happy?
Maybe.
I was talking to the poor girl, trying to make sure she's okay and don't do silly stuffs.
Trying to comfort her and get her to forget everything.
But she really must fight for it.
Guess that's her personality.
I really salute you guys, hands down.
You guys know how to make a person go into depression.
Whatever.
Think about your conscience.
You've no evidence whatsoever so please don't jump to conclusion.
You think this isn't making her feel bad?
Without you having to say a word, she already feels bad.
Think about your conscience.

Okay enough about the sad.
Recently made a new friend.
Millie.
Damn cute is her.
HAHA.
Kinda told her my life story yesterday and well, she told me hers.
And i still can't guess about what she told me yesterday.
Haha.
Okay so i shall end here.
Have a great remaining week and i love you guys!!


PS: Happy early birthday babe!
I know i"m early but it's better early than never.
Thanks for all the fun and laughter you've brought to my life dear!
Once again, happy 15th birthday, to the best wife ever.
I love you babehhh <:

Hello guys!!
OK short post today.
Nothing much happened except that con camp was over and done with.
Confirmation too!

OK so update on confirmation first, the rest can wait.
So ytd was my confirmation and all the pretty people unite.
I totally love love love my class!!
They are the bomb.
I think we were the most unite class in our batch.
With the guys and girls, mixing well.
Unlike the other classes where they were kinda segregated? :/
Yups so took lotsa pictures and everything.
Oh and thankyew Godma and Godpa for the rosary and stand thing and CARD!!
Alright so i'll let the photos do the talking eh!!
Enjoy ((:

Hello guys!!
OK short post today.
Nothing much happened except that con camp was over and done with.
Confirmation too!

OK so update on confirmation first, the rest can wait.
So ytd was my confirmation and all the pretty people unite.
I totally love love love my class!!
They are the bomb.
I think we were the most unite class in our batch.
With the guys and girls, mixing well.
Unlike the other classes where they were kinda segregated? :/
Yups so took lotsa pictures and everything.
Oh and thankyew Godma and Godpa for the rosary and stand thing and CARD!!
Alright so i'll let the photos do the talking eh!!
Enjoy ((:

Hello guys.
I know i haven't been posting cause i've been kinda busy :/

Ok so updates, updates.
I got my guitar!
Yes my guitar that i've been wanting for quite long.
YAY!!
So for now, i'm a happy girl.
And yknow how it's like holiday?
But like i gotta like go back to school every single fishing day of the week.
Like ass only.
But there's confirmation camp and next friday.
And then choir concert and confirmation the weekend after.
So yeahh hectic.
And i just remembered today that cat class's chalet is not done.
Those asses don't wna do anything and push all to me.
TSK.

Today, i had Geog and Maths after.
Wasn't so bad after all.
Saw best after like ajhbflwefhfbdf years.
So yeah.
Downside was i saw, C adn i totally had no appetite after that.
So quickly scoot off.
I don't understand why i must get all the blame for things that i didn't do.
I mean i was the one that brought them tgt so shouldn't i get a little credit?
Why?
I don't understand.
But that aside, i've learnt to let things flow the way it should.
But i do have this feeling that best just doesn't want to talk to me.
Ohwell.
Maybe she's just feeling under the weather yeah?

Speaking of best, i realised that we weren't done with her present and we had more stuffs to buy.
So no choice, improvised abit,
I needa go Daiso tmr to get a bottle to contain all the special notes.
Her ~'s just so sweet.
She's going to take As soon but she still insisted on doing it with me so yeahh.
I'm just praying hard that best doesn't see this blog post before her birthday or i would have given away the surprise :/
HAHA.
OK so yeahh i really hope she wasn't avoiding me or anything but yeah.
I want my bestf back.
-inserts lotsa sad faces-

So i'm excited for con camp having to spend, 11/11/11 11;11 with this special bunch of ppl.
And this special boy.
Which i'm not done with his letter.
Thanks Gooodness for such awesome friends who gave me advice on how to write it.
If P didn's force me to show her, i' have went ahead with the previous one which was "too sudden"
HAHA.

OK i think i shall end this here.
Wna know more juicy gossip, text me, tweet me or fb me. Wtv
Till then, Goodbye (:

Helloo pretty people out there!
I've been busy.
Really busy with exams and everything.
Not sure about my results yet but i feel kinda confident but that remains unseen yeah?
K so one more day, one more paper left.
Maths will be done on thursday but i have a 2 days break, today, tmr.
Almost there. Last leg of the journey alr.
MUST. PERSERVERE.
So maybe i'll be heading out on Fri with wifey and Chris to shopshop for dresses.
Speaking of which, i decided to go for confi camp over choir concert cause faith is a more important thing to me.
So anyways, we're still planning on whether to get a pro to do our hair and make up or do it ourselves.
But i think maybe i'll look for someone to help after the talk with Ash ytd.
OK that remains unseen.
Oh yeah so as i was saying, i may be heading out on Fri.
But i still need someone to fill in thurs.
Maybe i'll ask Best?
MISS THAT GIRL >:

Alright so..i had a study date with Janice, Tessa, Anggit and Chiara.
Good fun, good company but ehh not much of good productivity.
HAHAH.
So i met Jan, Tess and Git first and we waited for Wifey.
Guess what?
That wife of mine, had piano at 6.
But she only realised she had to leave at 6.15.
So we told her if she went, it'll be 7 alr which is the time she ends.
SOO she texted her teacher saying she sick and the teacher was like, OK.
HAHAHA
Crazyyy.
So Jan went off first to buy school shoes (DK why she has to esp when she don't need go school le)
So we stopped work, sat there taking photos, waited for Git to finish last qns while Wifey spammed picturess.
Took alot of nonsense photos.
Alright i'll let the photos do the talking.







More pictures are up on fb, check it out if you wna see how "drunk" we were.
ok so imma end here nawhhh. GOODBYEE. (:

Hello guys.
I know i haven't posted for a while now so i'm back.
Today's going to be a long post so bear with me.
I'm going to rant abt past events and recent ones.
And if you're the type that cries easily and know that there are stuffs in here that refers to you, please be warned.
Do not read this in an emotional state.
You'll get even more emotional.
And just so you guys know, the names are all substituted by the first letter of the name only.

I think we've gotten really really distant this few weeks.
Normally we see each other and cross each other, we'll at least say hi and a smile.
Now? We just cross each other without even giving a second glance.
I think maybe it’s due to the fact that you were never the open kind.
You preferred to keep things in and pretended that nothing actually happens.
And me?
Well maybe I didn’t dare to even say hi cause I was taken in by your friend.
I don’s know but I think it’s kinda a type of fear that made me act this way.
I guess this is like the whole E saga all over again?
Maybe you actually do realized that things were going to be downhill.
Maybe you don’t but I don’t know.
Maybe you do feel the same way as I do.
So maybe you think I gave up on this friendship alr?
But no. I don’t that someone who gave up on a friendship would still remember every single memory?
I don’t think anyone would actually remember every single thing this clearly.
Ok yes, people would, especially if they treasure this friendship this much.
I mean I remember every single detail and memory.
Some bad, some good, but the fact that I remembered everything from the start tills the end show something right?
K so I shall summarize some stuffs bah.

Sooo.. I think the first time we actually interacted properly was in the Malay language course thing?
I remember you were sitting behind me and E but we didn’t really talk to you.
You were sleeping in class and you woke up promptly when the cher said it was break.
So you had break with me and E and then you moved to sit with us after break and for all the subsequent lessons.
Since you were hanging out with B at that time and hence we don’t really talk in class, only in Malay class.
Then came the day you fought with B and then you came over and ask me and E if you could join us for recess.
Ofc we were a little hesitant but well we allowed and then you started hanging out with me.
You even started sitting with me in English.
That was when you started really telling me stuffs about yourself and me, myself.
I got really close to you subsequently.
And I remembered sitting with you in Malay and having a mini picnic then.
I started getting to know you and went to your house to hang out and all.
I also remembered I once asked if you could drive me home after school like jokingly and you agreed.
I was pretty much shocked but I realized that could be the start of it all.
So we got closer, hanged out more often.
Got to know you better, like so much better.
You told me so much stuffs abt yourself and did not like hide anything at all.
Then you invited me to your Christmas chalet that year and I was quite touched.
For you were the first ever person to actually invite me anywhere and like actually manage to stand me till then.
So S came too and she eventually joined us.
We became threesome and there was the big fight with E and all.
But you stood there by me.
Then you joined me in my tuition class and everything.
Even though we were fighting like almost every hour that time (I’m exaggerating the every hour part) we still pretty much patched back after 5 mins?
So after that, you went China with S and came back fighting with her?
I mean I wasn’t sure what had happened except for the fact that you texted me from China saying you weren’t going to talk to her anymore?
So soon after that, we stopped hanging out with her.
Later, we were once again joined by B (surprise, surprise)
And then we got closer.
There was the big fight that threatened our friendship thanks to me being jealous of her?
K so after that, we were joined by the big clique.
They kind of didn’t like me, but they came for you only.
But guess what?
They had to accept me cause of you.
So yeah, then they were bad mouthing me and all.
You knew but didn’t dare to tell me some stuffs and I think this is the start where you started to keep things from me yeah?
So after that this year, the clique broke up.
Cause of betrayal, lies, deceit, pretence, all.
But no matter how much we fought we others and everything,
The both of us still remained as thick as..what was that word?
Thick as water?
Haha k smth like that.
So anyways since this year started, I noticed a you changed.
Not a little, not for the better.
But for the worse.
Maybe you were affected by others I guess?
Well I cannot judge you or anyone but I just miss my bestf yeah?
Hopefully, seeing this will make you think and perhaps I can get my bestf back yeah?
I’m not letting this be over cause I treasure it all yeah.
Maybe we can sort this out soon and get this done and over with.
Cause I think this is a friendship to be kept, one that will keep us till we get married, (you to EHEM and me to, EHEM)
HAHA. So yeah it’ll keep us through we get white hair together yeah.
Praying for the best ^^

K so last Sun was Feast Day and I think it was one of the best days I had in a long long long longggg time.
Took lotsa Polaroids with people that I love.
And I mean it literally.
HAHA.
K so had a Polaroid with Maddy, Chiara, Chris, and Russ.
The picture look so nice in my wallet sia.
HEHE ^^
And had another one with the class.
Oh speaking of which, I think the class was really bonded after that.
I think what made me realize that was Gab had to trust Chris to paint his “moustache”.
And then Tim said goodbye to everyone and refused to leave until he said goodbye to everyone.
I mean we really bonded.
I likey this class.
Had another photo with Legion.
I kept the one with all the girls in a semi circle one.
HAHA.
I came back and realized I damn maluh.
I should have took the one with the ENTIRE Legion for keepsake manns.
Make me so angry >:
HAHA.
So anyways, I really bonded with the people that day.
Like totally. I mean I felt really close to Jan that I sat on her lap yknow.
And anyways, I love this bunch of people, my church community.
God really has a special way of bringing us together yeah?
HAHA.
This bunch of people made me forget abt my unhappiness, for a moment, at least.
Thank God I have them or I think I’ll feel that the world is just filled with cruel people eh.

OK so I think I ranted enough and talked too much today. HAHA.
K so the next time I’m up then I’ll spam picture of feast day yeah?
Kk I’ll be off now. ^^

PS: I really really totally miss you dear. Yes it is who you think it is,
My bestfriend.
Talk to me soon yeah?
I’ll be keeping you in my prayers ^^

Hello guys.
I know i haven't been posting regularly but well i've been busy.
I've been doing lots of self reflection and i've been busy trying to catch up so i dont get retain this year.
Because retaining means hindering my road to SA so yeahh.

Everything been's busy busy busy.
What's with school andand CHURCH! i've been really busy with church and i'll say i'm proud to be involved.
Carnival planning for both class and legion!!
Ok so the Nativity church Feastday is on the 11thSept at around 8-2?
Come join us if you can.
Fun, games, food, drinks andand great music from our awesome music ministry is promised.

Ok so here comes the thinking part..
I've been like helping alot of ppl, giving them advice and support but yet..
I realised that when i needed help, they cant help me at all.
Not to be mean but well i need one person..
My bestf in particular.

Dear you,
Hey i really dk what's going on but everytime i ask to see you or even talk to you, smth must crop up.
I think maybe it's just that your friends keep popping up.
But yknow what?
Maybe they're right.
I'm just not pretty, not smart.. Just not there for you..
Compared to them, i'm a low grade.
I keep trying to bring myself to tell you things but idk..
Maybe we should take this friendship slow and let things flow..
I'm
Not saying we should give this up but ohwell.
And i still hope our friday lunch date is still on?
I'm counting on you k?
I still need your support in the background yeah?
Thanks for everything through the years and lets hope it still goes onnn..
Love, me.

Ok that's all for today.. Its kinda long but haha. Ok bye.
Oh and thanks for all your support through this few weeks my loves.
You guys know im talking abt ya'll. (:

Hello kiddos.
Ok yeah so as you can see those two asses up there. HAHA.
Our photo was the main LOL.
Thanks maddy for you LOL necklace. HAHA.

OK so i'm sitting here alone at home, cause mummy and and everyone else is at M'sia.
I decided i didn't want to go.
So i'm kinda free this few days yeah?
And i'm watching the Red Lions do their jump.
Can't they just get this done and over with so i can see President Nathan?
HAHA.

OK so sunday was a funfunfun dayy.
Now Chiara, the rest of the sec 3s and i are in charge of Feast Day instead of EOY.
HEHE.
Haunted House ftw \m/

So ytd's NDC was damn fail sia.
This year's is UGH.
Was supposed to be going out with Best but she ended up going out with Amanda?
Yeahh.
I was a step slower again.
Nvm.
There's like lotsa time for that.

OK so im off to upload my photos now and watch my NDP.
Kay bye [:

Heylo.
Had legion in the morn and i swear i cant get enough of it.
Ok so yeahh.
Awesome stuffs awesome ppl awesome stories awesome everything.
I love my church community. 
Haish how i wish it was still me being your backbone and being the one comforting you when you cry and guarding you against her.
But hey i guess she's not too bad a friend either so if she makes you happy im fine with that.
But i hope you can talk to me like you used to and how you're talking to her now.
I shall cont wishing and praying yeah? 
Alright so im off to mug.
Promise myself, promise God, promise my family, promise my church community that i'll do well.
At least an improvement.
Ok im off.
Have a good week ahead babes (: 

Hello peeps!
Just came bacl from KL ytd night.
We left on like sat.
Which is directly after NYC.
Speaking of which im going to talk abt today.

Ok so day one was the fun and relaxed day.
Like with ice breakers and everything to get to know your group.
Caritas ftw \m/
Sane group as matthias, angela and gabriel.
Had rowena, olive and tim as our facil.
Those guys were da bomb.
And yknow i was wishing to be in the same group as christ because there was her and EHEM.
I shall not reveal but if you wna know you guys can askkk.
Anyways yeah but aft that i realised my group was a blessing as well luh.
Ok then there was team building games which was like insane pls.
Damn awesome. Really connected with my team.
Fun fun. ^^
And then there was a sEssion at night abt rhe masl we wear to different ppl.
I really sat there amd reflected and realised that i put on too many masks.
And i in fact didnt need to do it cause others can dont accept me for who i am but God always will accept me.
And then later that night me, nic and christ really talked lah.
So im glad i opened up and told them stuffs i nvr told others.
Andddd christ got a huge shock due to EHEM.
Haha. They said i was flirting with EHEM through christ. #insidejoke
So yeah. And did i mention that our rooms were fully air conditioned? (:

Ok day 2 was the most fun of all.
Like we had to search for clues and ans to solve puzzles.
And we have to go out of CAYC for that.
We went to downtown east first, then headed to changi village for lunch and then east coast.
And that Row couldn't stop abt her char kway teow. Hahaha (:
Then we came back hot and sweaty so we chiong to bath before dinner.
Aft dinner was a P&W and then another session.
In this session, we learnt more abt God and fewling his love.
Like God loves us and accepts us for who we are 100% no matter what.
And that we were like the sheep and God guides us and helps us in everything that we do.
Lastly we learnt that God is really marvellous.
His works are shown and reflected in everything in our life from the plants to animals to us.
And then that night during supper, i sat with Joel, Christ, Ehem and Russell and talked abt ghost stories.
Damn scary but fun.
Oh and we actually talked abt almost everything.
From ghost to idk somehow led to bangladesh to cheena ppl to ehem being so bold and daring.
Like he climbs up poles and breaks into his sch at night just to swim?
Btw, he's from SA the junior one so another reason for me to go SAJC. (:

On the third day was the most spiritual one
I honestly cant rmb what the first session was :/
Only remembered the middle one.
Cause that one was confession and while ppl were having confession we had to keep superrr quiet and song some hymns.
It was quite meaningful cause i felt all the weight in my heart being lifted up immediately after that.
And Father told me that i should not compare myself to others cause God created us all different so we shouldn't compare.
And i must thank Lecindra for getting tawh huey and my chin chow for our group. Awesome girl (:
That night's session was a drama skit on a topic.
Our group had a topic on materialism and i think it was damn fun.
Cause Row actually used her Pinoy accent and acted as a maid.
Was damn LOL lah.
So that night we had an auction to get food using our points from all the games.
Our groups, mine, Christ and Nic combined and shared stuffs.
We had nutella, chips and choc. (where the hell was the choco anyways.. HMM )
Ok so we snacked on it through the night.
And because we couldn't auction for ben and jerry's, sebby went out and bought 4 tubs for matthew class to share. Ohyeah \m/
We ate till we burst.
And so me, christ, sebby, ehem, gab and gerald stayed till five to write fuzzies and talked. Like alot.
I got to know them all better amd them, me.
I cant wait for sat's matt class bbq. (:

Ok so day four was the most sob one. All of us didnt want to go home
I think this was a first for all of us like not wabting to go home from camp.
Hahaha.
So we had another session abt being a saint
It was very eye opening for me.
And wheb we were supposed to be reflecting, we were talking and laughing and playing.
Like anything but reflecting :/
We were playing with Christ's angry bird and we were talking abt not destroying it or it'll be destroying her heart as well.
Hahahaha #inside joke.
Ok then we had the secret pal revelation and i think charlotte's very cute despite her tough exterior.
And my secret pal was trudy like who wpuldnt guessed it.
What's with our shared love for pooh yeah?
Hahaha. Then there was the photo session and home we go.

Though this camp, i think i really learnt alot abt God and his love.
And not only that, i learnt that if i try i can, from the catching at ECP.
Hahaha.
And i made alot of new friends, learn to accept myself.
And i realised that my church community accept me woth open arms and dont judge me unlike others.
The power of God's love.
Saw my friends in another view and i think i love them alot.
Ok yeah so i'll end here. Byebye.

Oh ya, did i mention that i got 4 hugs from EHEM throughout the duration of camp.
GAHHHHHHHHH ^^

HELLO!

Hey peeps!

Yes. You don't spare a thought for my feelings do you?

; Life is a long road, no one can help you except yourself. All you have to do is believe in yourself that everything is possible.

Hello, short post today..
i think i'm still kinda attacked by you even after you refused to acknowledge me..
Nvm.
I think owe a few ppl apology today..
Sorry bah

Ok and choir was horrendous today
Robs cried, i cried, we all cried yknow?
Maybe we really was too harsh and i guess it wasn;t their fault.
Ok bye long day ahead.
Ok here's the last leg for SYF, i'm gna chiong and after that is chiong for SA1
Kay bye peeps [:

I miss you, I miss your smile.
And i still shed a tear every once in a while.
And even though it's different now,
You're still here somehow.
My heart won't let you go,
And i need you to know.
I miss you, I miss you.. -Miley Cyrus.

Yups my feelings now..
Ok i guess i'm not going to dwell here today.
Goodbye.

;I tried my best alr.
I really did.
But if you don't want it..i can't do anything abt it.

2388) My cuts are healing, even though Im still tempted every single day, Im trying my best not to cut, we can do it together, we will get through this, I PROMISE.

Hello, i know i'm spamming here but don't mind me.
Heh.
I just feel like blogging but have no content so yea..

Hey you,
Can you cheer up alr?
Your freaking blog is getting more and more depressing and i'm worried yknow..
Like you cant go on with life like this.
If i have a choice, i would drag you to talk to someone but well..
I dont have a choice
I know i'm not any better but well..
All i ever wanted was for you to be happy k?
Cheer up.
Leave the past behind and just move on.
You should be glad that there are lotsa ppl who cares k?
No matter what, we're all here.
Cheer up.
ILY(but i know you love her more. HEH)

Kay enjoy the pics. BYE (:

Hey look, i'm sorry k babe? ILY (:

Anywhere you are, I am near,
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
Anytime you whisper my name,
You'll see,
Every single promise I'll keep,
'Cuz what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most,

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them,
What are words
If they're only for good times then they're done,
When it's love, yeah, you say them,
All of those words,
They never go away,
They live on,
Even when we're gone,

And I know an angel will say
Just for me and I know I'm meant,
To be where I am and I'm gonna be,
Standin' right beside her tonight,
And I'm gonna be by your side,
I would never leave when she needs me most,

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them,
What are words,
If they're only for good times then they're done,
When it's love, yeah, you say them,
All of those words,
They never go away,
They live on,
Even when we're gone,

Anywhere you are, I am near,
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
And I'm gonna be there forever more,

Every single promise I'll keep,
'Cuz what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel
Close.

This song is so touching i keep crying
And it's been on my playlist on repeat.
Imagine how many time i cried?
Kay bye [:

; What are words if you don't mean when you said them?

; The troubles are only temporary.

Hello,
Ok so i guess AC was kinda ok?
except for the part where we were on stage and we were sweating.
We thought it was the spot lights at first but after that we saw the audience fanning themselves.
So we knew that it really was hot in there?
HAHAHAHA then today there was a joke about Mr Fan celebrating earth hour i guess? :/
HAHAHAH.
Ok then after that was my pre-birthday dinner with my AWESOME AWESOMES..

Ok then ytd was like church in the morning..
After that was like movie with mei and then i went around to see cars with some ass?
And then was dinner with cousins and all..

Ok so.. i guess i'm lagging behind in everything..
A pile of work not done?
Promised to catch up this weekend but ended up piling more in? Ohwell

Hey all, thanks for all your wishes and Best, thanks for your wish and AWESOME GIFT (:

Kay byee [:

; Have big dreams, for it'll lead you to bigger dreams.

Heyyo,
short post today i think? Hehe
Okayyy so it's my birthday weekend but i think i'm not going to have anytime.
Tmr's AC and everyone's going malaysia so i'm going to be alone.
And then Sun's my actual birthday and then i got church..
And after that i perhaps will come home to chiong out HW..

Hey you,
I really don't want to hate you.
I really don't want to be enemies with you right from the start.
All i want is to be your friend..
You act hot one moment and cold another so yeaaa..
I just wish you would accept me..

Okay so i guess i'm like out of SYF team like cfm?
But nah i'm not affect but i guess i'm going to have to work harder..
If i wna get into SA.. But ohwell..
Alright so i'm going to stop here for now..
So yea kay bye [:

; If you think you can, you've won half the battle.

Hello, today's post is gna be a little boring with no colours all..
I have no mood but i just wna vent my anger here.

I hate you!
I hate you, for taking over my place and being the one always there for her.
I hate you, for you are the cause of all our problems and seperation.
I hate you, for discriminating me and trying to take her away from me.
I hate you, for making me realise that we are growing more and more distance.
I hate you, for making me realise that perhaps you now know her more than i do.
I hate you, for making me realise that there is no way i can salvage our friendship as long as you're around..
But most of all,
I hate myself, for not studying hard enough to be able to be in the same class as her.

Yea so now i'm in the middle of rushing out everything now just cause noone's helping me..

To you,
We're are not growing apart.
We still know each other.
Just that we don't see each other that often.
we still text and all but we just don't have time for a nice talk.
But when we do, we'll sit down and have a nice talk kay?
Cheer up and get well soon.
ILY (:

Kay i'm off. Bye [:

; No ships are too big to be sailed in the ocean.